Today at work my managers confronted me about this one girl that my mom reported to them about. I really didn’t want her too, I’m a really sensitive person and I know it could all just be a misunderstanding, I don’t think she knew that I was scared of her. I didn’t think anything was wrong with her, I felt something was wrong with me. I don’t want her to like me, I just didn’t want her to feel bad because of something I did (I thought I had done something). It felt like she didn’t like me for a reason, I felt dumb for not knowing and I felt dumb for feeling mistreated by her. I just wanted to know if it was my fault. I think the only reason my mom got scared was because of my past, she had to move in different schools cause of how mad my middle school bullying was and I tend to get scared often if a person shows negative attention towards me. I told my mom not to say anything and she did, it makes me mad on how she only cares now. I suffered from REAL aggression from people in middle school and each time she said I deserved it for being weak, but now she cares. I came home with bruises from books being thrown at me, I developed I huge fear from loud sounds from them slamming books on the desk in a attempt to make fun of me for whimpering and screaming from how loud it was. And as soon as I talk abt something being a misunderstanding she cares. I apologized to the girl at my job but in all honesty, I felt as if she didn’t care, it doesn’t matter if she did or not. I didn’t apologize for that reason, I did it because I didn’t want bad blood. Sighhhhhh… let’s hope everything is okay now :(